First Initiation

free the child who went into hiding

A 3-part oral transmission audio journey for the ones ready to stop managing and consciously return home to self, land, and village.

→ $77 • Instant Access • Body Prayer Guidebook Included

You can feel it. You’ve named it. You’ve worked on it.
And still it comes back.

Maybe it’s the over-giving until you disappear.
The overthinking that never arrives at peace.
The shutdown that happens before you can stop it.
The reaching for the exit before the experience is over.

You have been trying to heal by understanding.
And understanding alone has not been enough.

Because the pattern doesn’t live in your thoughts.
It lives in your body.

And the one who is running it
is not the broken version of you.

It is the child who went into hiding.

And who has been waiting — sometimes for decades — for someone to finally come and find her.

This is not a course about inner child work as a technique.

This is a transmission about a way of life.

The inner child said it to me once in a way I could not unhear:

‘This isn’t something we do sometimes.
Stop picking me up and putting me down.
I walk with you in every room.
As well as your dreams.’

She is not a wound to be fixed. She is not a project to complete.
The inner child is the most alive, most prophetic, most feeling part of you,
and she went into hiding because no one showed her it was safe to stay.

First Initiation is the beginning of her return.

what's inside

Three audio journeys. Each one builds on the last.

  • Gateway 1 — The Caged Bird. Who is the inner child and why she went into hiding.

  • Gateway 2 — The Track. The patterns that shaped the cage. The three core wounds as tracks in the hunt.

  • Gateway 3 — The Return. What love actually sounds like when directed at the part of you that has been judged the most. The River Practice as coming home.

    Also included:
    The Body Prayer Guidebook — for releasing old patterns through the body, the voice, and the posture of humility.

who this is for

  • You feel and have learned to hide that.

  • You are highly sensitive and have been told that is a problem.

  • You overthink, overdo, or shut down in ways you cannot fully explain.

  • You have done healing work and still feel like something is missing.

  • You have a sense that your inner child is trying to tell you something, and you have not yet learned to listen.

This work is a way of being, not a quick fix, invites deep listening, inner patience, and brings oral storytelling to fill the gaps in your understanding.

What Makes This Different
This is a living practice, not like therapy and coaching. Nor is it a generic inner child workbook.

This is ceremonial mentorship in audio form rooted in ancestral traditions, and the lived experience of a practitioner who walks this path herself.

The grandmother’s fire is always burning...

And the one who went into hiding
has never stopped knowing the way home.

The child just needs someone to come and find them.

That someone is you.

This offering goes live Monday May 11th!